| you & me flesh to flesh |
[30 Jun 2006|10:19pm] |
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So ive spent the last couple of days in the hospital.
my moms doing okay though :)
I was going to spend the night with her tonight but
she was really out of it
so im going back tomorrow instead.
eds away up north and i dont think i could miss him more
its weird not having my best friend here when he usually is
all the time.
I love love love summer.
Its been good so far.
I even got sunburned, which hurt but hey at least im not
so pale anymore.
Im jealous of pete cause he & tim got to see tbs play
ra ra ra
tomorrow im going to my neighbors party
it should be fun
fireworks && other festivites
Im really happy lately
I think its cause i realize how lucky i am
even more everyday.
my amazing boyfriend, family, & friends
I mean ed would do anything for me.
he pretty much does anything for me without me even asking.
my family has been close lately cause were all worried about my mom & her cancer.
its really been a nice change to be close with them again.
I have amazing friends, especailly bri who spent hours with me
in hospital waiting rooms while my mom had her surgery.
I love her :) shes an amazing person.
im glad lyndsays back from florida, i missed her & our adventures
i think im going to go do something with my hair
cause i just got out of the shower
woot!
[iloveedwarddennissitek]
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[24 Jun 2006|11:05am] |
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Last night ed & I went to the Static Age
to see Dear Whoever play :)
it was so amazing
except that we got there at 7 & the bands
didnt start playing till 9:30
We didnt feel like waiting around so
we left for a bit
and as we were walking to the car
dear whoevers getting out of their
van and they walk right past us &
ask us hows it going.
When we came back
they were sitting on the bench right next to us :)
they ended up playing second
&& ed was the only one who was actually singing along and stuff
although i like them too.
they said thanks to ed for being so sweet &
actually knowing who they are
and their guitarist mark talked to us in
the parking lot after.
it was amazing :) & just an amazing day
[Iloveyou]
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| you. you. you. you. |
[22 May 2006|05:04pm] |
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check the entry before this
1. lyndsay
2. brisay
3. dan dan
4. ed =}
5. jake
6. mandi
7. britt
8. ....
9. pat
10. tara
ll. heather
12. ....
13. my sister
14. courtney
15. dee
16. alex
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| feel everything. |
[22 May 2006|05:03pm] |
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These are some of the 16 closest people to me. try to read them and see if you can figure out which on is you. If you think you know which on you are your probabaly right. this is the real truth that i think about everyone of you. its not in any kind of special obvious order or anything like that.
1. You are a really easy person to talk to. We could talk about anything forever. We have so many good times together, I wish we were as close as we used to be, but i understand that things change but i want to hang out with you more then i have been cause i miss you alot. You have no idea how much youve helped me. youve helped me get through so much without even realizing it. no matter what you'll always be my best friend.
2.You can make me smile and laugh in any situation. Your one of my best friends and I like calling you to talk cause it makes me feel better. You are sooo nice to everyone it makes me happy that real genuine people like that actually exist.I think I look up to you more than i do anyone else. You are perfect in my opinion. Your smart, pretty, you can think for yourself, and i think your a very strong person overall. Im really lucky to have a friend like you.
3. Your one of the only guys that I know that isnt an asshole. I cant even say how many times you've listened to me complain and cry about life. We've only known eachother for about a year but it feels like ive known you forever. I like talking to you, it always makes me happier. I wish I got to see you more but it makes it more exciting when i actually do get to. I think your amazing and your one of my very best friends.
4. I truly believe in god because of you. So many times i cried thinking id never be so lucky as to get someone like you. god surprised me by giving me someone so perfect i was overwhelmed. youve helped me in so many ways i dont think theres ever going to be a way that i can thank you. i just know that ive never been this close to anyone before in my life and its the most amazing feeling. you are my angel and i love you. itd be perfect if i got to keep you forever. =]
5. Youve been there for me so much lately. You have helped me get through a lot and understand why everything happens. I hope we keep getting closer cause I seem to turn to you alot when something goes wrong. I think your a really sweet boy and that good things will happen to you because your so nice to everyone.
6. You can be ra ra ra sometimes, but i usually find it funny when you are. cause your never being bitchy to me. lol We've known eachother since 2nd grade, and we have so many good times together. Out of everyone id say you are my best friend. =] I love hanging out with you and quoting movies with you hehe and our 711 runs, taking encylopideas from peoples driveways. I can tell you anything and you would'tn judge me at all. Youd probabaly have a story to tell me about how you did that same thing. =]
7. We havent been as close as we used to be. I wish we'd spend more time together. We have so many memories together. From the frist day we met... all the way from 5th grade till now. I think you know what your talking about and have really good advice about everything. Your a really good friend and if ive ever made you think otherwise, i really didnt mean to. I think we should hang out soon cause i miss you!!
8. A lot of stuff is said about you, i dont agree with most of it but i think you should stop trying to be someone your not. I like you for who you are and i want to see the old you again. We have a lot of insiders and alot of fun stuff we've done together. I wish it could be like that again but it cant be if you stay this way. I really wish I didnt have to lose you as a friend and we could stay how it used to be.
9. You are an amazing guy and I think I owe you alot more than I could ever give you. Your always there for me and you always listen to me when I need it. I know alot of stuff has happened between us and im really sorry if i ever made you feel not worthy, cause your really amazing and i love being close friends with you.
10. I think your a really down to earth fun person. I like how everythings so exciting when im with you. Your really a good person and i hate not being close to you as much as I want to be. I like your personality a whole lot and i wish i could be more like you cause you seem to draw people in by being so interesting.
11. Your really sweet and i think my opinion of you has changed a lot since I met you. I dont think you changed I just think i started to pay more attention. I like how nice you are to everyone. Its good to know theres people like that out there. I think thats why a lot of people like you, cause your really intriguing and nice.
12. I think your the fakest person i know. you only do things cause the people around you are. its dumb. i really wish youd be the same person as when i met you but i understand the things change and so do people. I just wish you didnt have to be one of them.
13. You can be the biggest bitch to me but i still love you anyways. I dont know how i do it. Its like the biggest contradiction. I hate how you make me feel. I hate having to come home and be scared of what kind of mood your in. I hate not knowing wether or not you'll make me cry that day. I cant help it but love you though, not because i have to, but because i do. I really do and sometimes its nice talking to you and seeing your perpesctive on things. I hope that the older we get the closer we get cause id never make it anywehre without you.
14. I think you have the best personality. Your really really smart, you get good grades, play sports, and are really pretty. I wish I had your life. I think you have it really good. If I was you id do anything I wanted just cause Id know id have it all. Your one of the only people I could trust with my life and could talk to about anything. Your my personality twin lol. we figured that out at taras on halloween. We like all of the same things even sometimes the same people. hehe I consider you to be one of my best friends and i hope i'll always be able to say that.
15. Your really funny and cute. You always have something cute to say and it always makes everyone laugh. I wish i could be as outgoing as you are. I like hanging out with you cause im never bored when i do and we always find something fun to do. You always know what to say to make anyone smile. =] your one of my best friends and i love you dearly.
16. You are truly a good person and you've been through so much i dont know how you do it anymore. I really look up to you even after all thats happened. Something has always been drawing me towards you and i cant quite figure it out. I really wish I had a chance too but youve been away for a long time and now its just not the same. You mean more to me then you think.
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[05 Mar 2006|10:21am] |
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Friday went to lyndsays and brittanys. Me and britt went to dairy queen lol... then came back and watched law and order. I fell asleep on her bed at like 9 and left at 930 and came home to sleep. heh. saturday went skating at the rink with ed, kristen, && friends. It was fun =) ed ran over a bunch of little kids. lmao. then we went to coney island and ate and sat there for a while. after i went back to eds house and hung out. It was pretty much an amazing night cause I got to spend it all with ed. hehe <3
ilovehim
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[12 Feb 2006|10:36am] |
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you make me feel amazing.
I can talk to you about anything.
you always care.
I never get sick of being with you.
I always listen to you and your advice.
when no one else is you are always there for me.
I'll never give up on you even when everyone else has.
I never intentionally meant to hurt you.
your jealous of me when I should be jealous of you.
I liked it better when you didnt ignore me.
you were the only person to ever break my heart.
I look up to you.
which you are you...
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| you'll disappear into the haze of this city and go south |
[07 Jan 2006|05:44pm] |
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soo break was amazing. speant almost everyday with ed =). went to this kid bills house for new years which was pretty sweet. hmmm last night was my & eds 2 month so we hang out at his house. Im grounded for the rest of the weekend so im bored out of my mind and actually did most of my homework already. All day i slept and played amp.... pretty much a waste of life but until my mom decides to stop being gay i have nothing else to do. I hope the show next weeks gonna be as good as everyone thinks. hmmm so im currently obsessed with augustana cause i got their cd for christmas. Everythings amazing right now. mostly cuz im going out with ed and partly cause my friends arent mad at me anymore. oh yeah and pats sweet for giving me his mp3 player =)
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So I figured i'd write this to all those people who have actually meant something to me or made my life better in some way. Idk I just feel think doing this:
Lyndsay has been my best friend since 5th grade. She always knows when somethings wrong and knows exactly what to do to make it better. She makes me laugh at the dumbest things and theres never a time when im around her that im not having fun. No matter what she'll always be there for me and I can literally talk to her about anything and she'll understand it completely. I also love how it'll take her 20 hours to tell a completely pointless story lol. usually theyre good though. We have like 394078398 inside jokes and no one really understands us half of the time but that only makes it more fun and I love hanging out with her. Its really cute how many memories we have together. =) Shes the one I can go to for anything.
Brittany has been my pal since 5th grade also. Its scary how much stuff we agree on. We pretty much always have the same views on things which makes it relly easy to talk to her. I could talk to her for hours about anything. We have some of the weirdest insiders and memories though lol. I love to hang out with her cause she always says the truth and what shes really thinking and it always seems to make me laugh. Shes the one I go to when i need someone to understand.
Taras been around since 2nd grade. Shes probabaly one of the most unique people ill ever met and i love her because of that. She can make me laugh just be looking at me. Its quite crazy actually. I love to laugh at stupid things with tara cause then im not the only one laughing. Shes the one i go to when my life gets boring.
Mandi ive known also since 2nd grade. Shes the one who i talk to when something bad happened and she'll always find a way to make me feel better. I love how we always complain to eachother and still after I talk to her I end up being happier lol. I also like how were always obsessed with the same things and/or people lol. She can always make me have fun even if im not in the mood and she'll always be there for me. Shes the one I go to for cheering up.
Brisay is the sweetest person I know. She'll always listen to me complain about the same things over and over and she always makes me feel good about myself by saying nice things about me. She makes everday so much better and probabaly has no idea that shes even doing anything at all. I love hanging otu with her cause she always has sarcastic remarks to make and they make me giggle. Shes the one I go to when I need someone to listen.
Dee is my happy friend. Shes always happy no matter what and she always makes everyone around her happy. She makes me smile all the time even when im sad and i have so much fun hanging out with her. I love her crazy dance moves too, they make me smile lol. She'll always be there to make everything more fun and to make everyone so much happier. Shes the sweetest girl ever.
Jaclyn is the one who makes me laugh the most and hardest just cause were always stupid when were together. I love how we can have fun doing the dumbest things. Im never bored when im with her. I love how obessive we are/were with stupid things like viva la bam. Mostly I just like how stupid we are and how we always still find a way to have fun being stupid. Shes the one I go to when I need to laugh.
Ed is my lovely boyfriend. Hes amazing in every sense of the word.I love how much he makes everything so much better and he makes me laugh all the time without even trying. We have a lot of inside jokes that we always randomly bring up. Im happiest when im with him and when im not its never as much fun. I can tell him anything I wanted and he wouldnt judge me at all. Hes pretty much the sweetest kid ever x 10. =) <3
Jake is really fun to hang out with. Hes always there and he can fit himself into any crowd. He always makes me feel so comfortable around him and hes so much fun. I love how crazy he can be and all the weird things he does cause that makes him so much more unique. Jakeys one of my best friends.
Danny is the sweetest turtle kid ive ever met. Hes always making jokes and making everyone laugh. He lightens the mood in every situation and idk what id do without him. He can make me smile just be looking at me. Its so easy to tell him anything cause hes one of those people who will always be there to listen to you and make you feel better. Hes the one I go to when I want to be in a good mood.
Shane is my twin so i hafta love him. Hes one of the coolest red haired kids youll ever met. Hes always running around and being all hyper and flirty all the time. Hes so much fun to have around cause you can watch all the crazy things he does and laugh at him. lol. He can be fun to talk to too and he usually has something funny or retarded to say back to you. Hes the good version of me.
TimiTao is pretty much the coolest kid ever. Hes so nice to everybody and hes so fun to hang out with. It'll always be so much more fun when tims there. He makes people laugh with his dance moves and expressions. Hes pretty much my hero.
Courtney is so hilarious. Shes so easy to talk to too because she gets everything and she'll always be there to listen. I love how stupid she gets whan shes with heather lol because they just get 10X funnier when theyre together. Shes so amazingly fun too and idk what id do without her!
Heather can be so weird sometimes. I love it. Shes always happy and can make me happy no matter what. She'll laugh at the dumbest things and that'll make me laugh too. I love her for that. She always has something fun to do and it'll always be fun just cause its her your doing it with. Id be so bored without her.
Brandon makes my day so much better. We always talk alot at school and somehow he always makes me feel so much better about everything. Im so happy i met him this year cause hes so easy to talk too and now everything seems so much easier. Hes the easiest person to talk to ever.
Stacey and me have way too many inside jokes. Id be so bored without her and id probabaly be failing school lol. She makes everyday go by so much faster and she has a way fo making me laugh all the time. We always break rules when were together lol and were so good at not getting caught. I love it.
Christopher wow lol you always make smile. We have so many insiders and weve known eacother for so long its crazy. Your one of the only guys i can really talk to and you make everything so much more exciting. I seriously dont knwo what id do without having you to talk to and cheer me up all the time.
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| I want to be extraordinary. |
[29 Nov 2005|06:04pm] |
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So wish me away to an unknown place
Am I living in a land with no name
I'll be making a start with a brand new heart
Stop me making sense again
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| ohhh its what you do to me <3 |
[04 Nov 2005|07:53pm] |
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yeah. right now im watching some random thing on tv thats making me laugh way too much. lyndsay, dee, and shane are here. earlier i went to 711 with mandi =) now i have nothing to do. lol except watch tv with some cool kids yay.
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this weekend was amazing.
friday went to the show with mandi, pete, matt and JON MOTHERFUCKING DELBOY!
went to 711 three times.
astl was awesome as always and everyone went crazy.
i stole petes ipod. =) but i ended up giving it back cause im so nice like that.
after me, jess, and mandi went to matts house.
I spent the night at mandis.
saturday i went to 711 with jraab and britt.
then we went to cicis and talked with him and peter for awhile.
went to jakes house and played in the leaves.
then me and britt went to the play with danny.
I came home with jraab.
and fell asleep quite early.
tomorrows halloween.
going to taras house. it should be fun.
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Write 20 random facts about yourself then tag the same amount of people as minutes it takes you to write the facts. If you're tagged it's your turn.
1)Im 15 and i hate it.
2)I have the most unique friends and im really shy when im not with them.
3)All i do these days is listen to music
4)My family is usually pretty cool. I should appreciate them more.
5)Lyndsays been my best friend since 5th grade, we have way too many insiders.
6)I am insanely obsessed with brandon boyd and incubus
7)Ive never done drugs and never want to see anyone i know have anything to do with them.
8)I am really self-conscious and always find something i dont like about how i look.
9)I get bored with my hair alot and if i were allowed it would change a lot more then it already does.
10)I say nevermind a lot. and when people say it to me i get mad. hah
11)according to brittany i like 4908 boys at once. usually i keep it at just one.
12)I would love to have a cool job like a photographer or artist of some sort.
13)I can proudly quote tommy boy and black sheep, each which i have seen too many times.
14)I laugh at really stupid things that no one else thinks is funny. all the time.
15)When im at home i act completely different then I do at school and if you've seen me outside of school you know what im talking about.
16)Boy meets world and pop tarts make my life. They're especially good together.
17) not to sound cliche but i love when it rains. I especially love to wake up to the sound of it raining.
18)I wish i could do something cool like play the guitar or myabe even the saxophone.
19)The germeroth brothers are the sweetest trio i know.
20)I love fall.
I tag Lyndsay, Danny, and Jacyln
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[19 Oct 2005|08:23pm] |
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watching cruel intentions.
homecoming was fun.
my house after wasnt as fun as it shouldve been
todays brittany and lyndsays bday woo hoo.
im grounded so idk if i can go to the show friday.
i really need to go.<br>real bad.
today was a good day. =)
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